Searching
When I’m sitting here
Full but empty
I imagine you
In my life again
A perfect space of release
Certainty of peace
I long for terms
To acknowledge this pain
From losing you
I suffer with words
Tossing
From here to there
No direction
Just falling apart
Behind these bars
I am breathless
Listening
For any signs
That you may still exist
I gave sharp ends
In hopes of forming lines
After lines of poetry
Instead of scars
I once cried
Ruby red tears
At an altar
To praise
A Serrated Redeemer
~Me
Heartless
Sometimes the morning comes
Before I awake
Sitting around hoping
Much like I used to wait for you
I am tired now
To the bone even
Cramping and bending back
To break away
From the dust that has settled
In my soul
I am a rock
Revenging my life
So carelessly taken prisoner
By purgatory of your mind
You lie defeated
Where you cannot join me
Nor seek the liberty
I have found
From releasing you
To hell
You have went so far away
For the truth
Walks a straight line
Fearing the mocking glass
Ahead
Is nothing
Less than your trampled heart
Gaping
To embrace you
Into its grave of lunacy
I bid you farewell
Old friend of mine
"Praise the God of all, drink the wine, and let the world be the world."
-French Proverb"When we speak we are afraid our words will not be heard or welcomed. But when we are silent, we are still afraid. So it is better to speak."
- Audre Lorde"Life would be perfect if: some girls had mute buttons, some guys had edit buttons, bad times had fast forward buttons, and good times had pause buttons."
-Unknown"Memories and loneliness look backward…fear looks around…but faith always looks forward."
-E.Lynn HarrisLines of Liberty
Warden of my prison
Keeper of my soul
I can survive
Without your ends
You tear and I sow
We make due
With what we have
I am a survivor
And you are a god
But we pray together
In the dark
With no one else listening
These veins open up and cry
And you are my reaper
My soul’s sitter
And I believe in euphoria because of you
And I get over lows through you
We guide each other
Into the right
Direction
To form a line
Of liberty
~TW